Archive for September, 2007

Clean graffiti

Sunday, September 30th, 2007

Did you know that Alfie loves you?

They say it’s my birthday! It’s your birthday too.

Tuesday, September 25th, 2007

Sup? It’s my birthday. Today I turn 37. I’m here in Negril with the kids. Trix went back home to take care of some things. I’ve had lots of time to reflect on life and such and I’ve determined it was not my best year. Lots r personal dodo and wht not that I would much rather move past. It’s time for a brighter future with new people and time to leqave some of the old folks in my past.

There may soon be some big changes in the world of AlfredMoya.com and happiness is the goal. My kids seem to put the biggest smile on my face so this year is about them. I’ll be spending my 38th year of existence here in Jamaica with my sons and building a future for them here. I’ve had some real fun with them here and we look forward to each day together.

We’re men now and I raise them as gentleman. We respect each other and those around us, we’ll we try. Robby has not exclty been coopertaive but he’s coming around. A few more time outs and the occasional smack on the ass and he’ll be just fine. HE really needs someone his age to check him but we can’t seem to find that person yet. He’s had some fun with the local Jamaican kids like OMario smacking back and forth but no one has really checked him good yet. He’s a real bully but I think he’ll calm down some soon.

It started out as a melancholy day when I realized I was here all alone with no one to speak too about more than a movie or Xbox game. The resort is empty and not even staff are around much. I’ve been out and about some but not feeling up to it the pat couple days. I don;t know why really but it’s been kinda long hot days so maybe thats to do with.

Anywho I’m here and alive. I’m 37 and happy about it. My sons are fine and so am I. It’s a lot of dishes and dirty underwear with me and the boys alone but I’m loving it. I finally get to raise my kids my way and I get some respect from them finally as well. It’s been kinda nice to be truthful and I’ll savor the rest of our time together alone.

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I saved this but forgot to publish it on my birthday. Duh! Oh well it’s how I felt on that day anyway. I’m still a likkle lonely but my kids keep me busy enough.

Did you know that Alfie loves you?